I'm scared. I'm and I'm scared.?

I don't believe in religion, so it is hard for me to relate to the people in your story. I would try not to worry so much about it at this time. Worrying about it now will only stress you out. When you do actually start a relationship with someone, that is when you should start thinking about what to do. If you are going to worry about it right now, I would contact your local gay/ center, and see if you can get some counseling to help you sort things out. Good luck